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" I am excited about breakfast tomorrow. I bought so much healthy food tonight with chris, jessi, and richard. We are going to start being healthy and active to make up for our very lazy and unhealthy 2007. We even bought bikes to get in shape together, including bella they are my little family. I see them daily, can share pretty much anything on my mind, and have all of my important experiences with them. I donapos;t know what life would be like without them anymore. In august we are planning on selling our cars, putting important stuff in a storage unit, and going traveling. Daytona is such a pit it traps everyone and turns them into ignorant assholes. We are thinking about settling down wherever we like. I really think this is what iapos;ve been waiting for. Iapos;m at the end of my teens, bored with work, and struggling to better my life and find direction. A road trip and a little more life experience should ease my mind and enlighten my senses. I want to be a healthy, strong, independent person with a well-adjusted opinion; iapos;ve definitely got a long road ahead of me.
yesterday i hung out with yoder and brian. I like hanging out with yoder, i feel as if i have a little connection with him, because heapos;s easy to talk to, and i think he slightly shares my weird outlook on life in general. Yoder and i smoked a blunt, then brian came over and we smoked a few cryppie bowls out of mattapos;s inappropriately huge bong. Being around brian put me out of my comfort zone. The anxiety emerged like a fucking ghost and i felt entirely out of place. It was a horrible night. I went home at seven and slept for eleven hours, then worked in the morning. Being around people i donapos;t know and attempting to be social, and comfortable with myself, isnapos;t reality. I donapos;t know how to be okay and a little outgoing or show how interested i am in whatapos;s going on. What is wrong with me? this whole bit about myself is constantly clashing with my desire to be more independent and focused."



Despite how long ago I wrote this, the same problems still conflict me everyday. I donapos;t know how to shake it.

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